well. i just realized a quarter of my life has already passed me by. well thats assuming i live till 80 years old.
my aunt just passed away. im not exactly close to her, but yeah i do feel a little of sadness because one of my family member just passed away. it kept me thinking how long would my parents live, my sibiling and myself. 20 years sounds long.but its actually pretty short.
i somehow feel upset for people who dont have time. sometimes i'm amazed by people who says that they are not afraid of death. ah my brain is functioning so well. i dont know. could you remember the days that we used kodak camera and the photos were still a little be yellowish/candlescent type. the days where you used walkmans instead of discman which now we use ... ipod. pentium mmx, sounds familiar to you guys? nokia 3310 or nokia 3210 where snake was so fun to play. i grew up with that.
its amazing how things changes. it really is. its a good and sad if you get what i mean.
darwin
奇跡見えない。
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i should revive my funkalismo spirit and be happy about life.
ahh maybe not.
as i was saying in a few weeks time im gonna graduate. but yeah my class wont ends so sooon. im certain i wont forget the last time i will hold a pen to write on the bloody paper for my exams. i think its pretty interesting. cause i remember the last time i ever held a pen to finish my exam as a dvc student was erm which day was it. i only know its a friday and its accounting exam where mr galvin didnt come for the exam. pretty amazing.
sometimes come to think about it, 3.5 years just pass us by so quickly. in dvc with everyone, and now everyone graduated. some of them even gonna go back to indonesia and i even wonder when i will ever see them again. but i guess the great thing is that there is facebook, so everyone can keep in touch, well or at least see their faces. so so weird huh that everyone is going their own seperate ways. but well how big can the world gets. well america is indeed far from asia, but its not that far far.
sometimes thinking about life just gets everyone sad. so many feelings and emotions that im missing. i still remember those days that i ate jib with yao and gang. listening to soil & pimp session in yao's e63. now hes e 63 is with some unknown gak jelas vietnamese who he sold his car. and hes new car is already coming in a few weeks time. my camry that i crashed, my camry that has been with me for 2 years? its gone, to some junkyard scrap to metal with parts being dismantled as of this moment. amazing isnt it? well so many things changed. people, items, the world is just revolving and everything changes bit by bit.
its so hard to chase the past huh? like what ping said, maybe i have been holding to the past too much. searching for resemblance to the past in the present and the future. as always.
darwin
奇跡見えない。
Monday, May 26, 2008
its been really really long since i wrote on this blog. could be due to my laziness but its not abandoned for sure. let me update on what happened lately, after that accident.
well so i started studying harder and my grades pull by a little bit. ( oh ya im sick right now. )
well things turned a little better for me after my birthday. i got 2 presents in total, well one from my SD close friends, the others are from my other friend. lol well note the singularity form. HAHA after that i bought a car too which kinda in turn made me spend more money unknowingly. i should start saving money sooon instead of spending so much. oh well.
i've been to many people's commencenment too. pretty amazing that everyone is graduating and yes graduation means more worries. im scaredd tooo. aahhh!!
well thats about it. i should be aslp right now! nights people. i'll write better stuff when i get more energy.